Grief…

That is all Birdie and I can feel right now. For two days Birdie could feel little or no movement from the baby. This morning Birdie woke up to a contraction, the mucus plug coming out and a very bloody discharge. I took it upon myself to take Birdie to the hospital where the worst fear any parents could have was realized. Samuel Earl was not alive. He is with Yeshua now and we are at a loss to understand why. The doctors think it may be due to a viral infection as there was a lot of calcification in his liver according to the sonogram. There is not much else to say right now the pain is still too fresh.